Man...its been a journey. I can't believe that it's almost over. My comic now has around 10 pages left for me to ink and color before everything is complete. Man it's unreal. But I'm glad that it's almost over. It's time for me to move on to bigger things. Like Iron Infiniti. Unlike my first comic, with Iron Infiniti I'm going to take my absolute time getting it just right. Nothing but a ton of TLC action.
Speaking of action, I'm slowly but surely wondering what it is about me that some chicks can deal with and some chicks can't.
My ex is cool with me now. Chances are we are going to get close again. But not too close. I dont want those problems. I have another girl that comes over every now and then and we have a good time. But I wouldn't say that I'm 100% attracted to her. I have another girl that I talked about a few posts earlier that recently reconnected with me. I'm sure she realized that I wasn't going to hit her up any more. So she sent me a DM in Instagram . We're supposed to be hanging tommorow but I have learned never to rely on women so im not going to act to excited. I got another girl number on Tinder. Playing it slow with her. I'll probably hit her up but I'm going to wait until next week before trying to meet with her. The tall girl that came over last Saturday still checks my IG stories so chances are I'll be hearing from her soon.
Out of all those situations, I cant help but wonder why the girls I actively pursue never really like me or push me off? Speaking of Tinder, I super liked this girl on Tinder 2 days ago because I thought she looked super familiar.
I'll get to that in just a moment.....
Apparently she liked what she saw because she liked me back. I immediately sent her a message asking if we've met before. I waited around 20 minutes to see if she's respond. In the mean time I kept swiping on other profiles. I came across her profile again, i thought this was weird because it was a seperate profile from the other one. This one had her real name and her interests. And turns out that she's a nerd. She likes anime, working out, and hiking. In just thinking to myself: "this is too perfect."
I get back to my inbox to see that this chick either deleted that profile that we matched on or she unmatched me. Now im thinking what the fuck? Super attractive girls who are into anime are so fucking weird to me. They almost always never seem to be interested in anything I got going on. I try to talk to them all the time but nothing ever seems to work out right.
Now, the reason I thought she was so familiar looking is because back when I first started going out alone, I went out to this lounge and I was pretty much a wallflower until more women came in. This was one of the first and only times where I didn't really hesitate to approach the girls I found attractive. I approached 3 girls that night. And the last one is the one that caught my attention the most. Her face....I don't think I'll ever forget that face. It was almost identical to the girl that matched with me on Tinder. I shook her hand and she had a firm handshake. She told me she was in the military. I told her I was about to leave out but I handed her my card and told her to call me. Needless to say she never did call me. And part of me is still pretty upset about that because she was definitly one of the prettiest chicks I have ever approached.
But what gets me is that this girl on Tinder never mentioned the military on either of her accounts. So either this wasn't the same girl and I'm just tripping, she has a twin, or she was lying. It still doesn't explain to me why she unmatched with me. I swear I feel like im not doing anything out of the ordinary with any of these chicks. I'm just being me, not using any tricks or cheap pick up lines anymore. Just being me and genuine yet it's hard to keep a decent chick around these days.
I guess things are just more difficult for me. Always has been. Always will be. I guess I just need to live with that.
