Wow. Tinder Gold is bullshit

Its Tuesday 10:19 pm and I've been stuck in this  rut for the past 2 days. It all started yesterday when I began noticing the patterns on tinder that I mentioned yesterday.  And I've been dealing with it ever since. I'm sure the absence of weed has something to do with it but I'm not buying any until I get another commission and I'm sticking to that. So I have a sober mind and my thoughts aren't making things better. At all.

Also my art success has been dwindling and its killing me.

Unfortunately I have no idea when another commission will come my way because it seems like this month in particular was just as bad as this past December and January combined. All in all I only managed to get 2 commissions this month and they were both half detailed. Meaning they weren't full price.  So needless to say I've been unbelievably broke for a while now.  And its bugging the shit out of me. I'm just praying that the Renisha&cjay kickstarter goes well because I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't.

One more thing before I go to bed....

I finally did it. The one thing that I told myself I wouldn't do because it wasn't worth it to me. But my curiosity got the best of me today. I purchased the highest tinder membership you could get just so I could see the hidden matches tinder hid from me. Well.....

The results were exactly like I expected. I had 65 matches that were hidden from me. And out of all 65, only 4 of them were in shape and attractive.   The rest were all  fat and ugly. And get this, the attractive girls all live in completely different states. So I waited about 15 minutes before I said fuck this, and canceled my membership all together.   I lowkey cannot believe that shit. There are soooooo many chicks using that platform but somehow I managed to match with all of the fat ones? How the fuck is that even possible?
Theres tons of single attractive women on tinder but I just seem to be this fat girl magnet on there. Soo...

Nah I'm done with Tinder now. After the 10th of next month this app will be a distant memory for me. I'm done with it for good.

It's time to stop being a chump and talk to girls in person. This online shit is for the birds.

Really ugly fat birds at that. And I'm tired of it.

New plans

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Alright, so I've been noticing a pattern on Tinder lately. And Unfortunately it's making me really question why I'm even dealing with this app anymore.  It's very clear what the "powers that be" want me to surround myself with. And honestly, I took the bait for quite some time. But now I feel like my eyes have been closed to this bullshit for way too long and it's now to finally speak some truth:

Tinder's algorithms are rigged for me to only have real connections with fat women. Which couldn't be further from the type of woman I'm attracted to and that I'm trying to deal with.

I've noticed this by conducting an experiment to see my results. The experiment was to see how different my results would be if I were to swipe on everyone (like I've been doing) vs. Swiping on everyone except fat women.  And my results were very interesting.

While swiping on everyone, I was getting tons of matches but the quality of the matches were pretty terrible. 1 out of every 6 or 7 matches was an attractive woman. Some were fake or ugly women and the rest were all fat women. The ugly women never messaged me first nor did I ever message them, I just kept them around until I couldn't stand it anymore and deleted them. The pretty women, well you already know, none of them responded back to my messages and the ones that did would say one thing and then ghost shortly after.

The fat women on the other hand, were messaging me first damn near everytime.  Each all very curious about my account. I laid some curiosity traps on my account and they undoubtedly work on women, this is clear. They are just working on the WRONG women for me!

So I decided that enough was enough. I'm not super selective with my swiping but I am absolutely refusing to swipe on a single fat or chubby chick.  And my results are very interesting. Not only are the amounts of matches I get on a daily basis completely slowed down, but the matches I do get are some of the most annoying women on the planet. They are super uncooperative, competetive, power hungry, and flaky.

So my issue is clear. And it can mean 1 of 2 things.

Either Tinder is filled with mostly fat women who can't get a date other wise and/or  filled with women who simply want attention.

Or Tinder's algorithms is playing with me and they are refusing to show my account to normal looking chicks and only to fat women.

Whatever the case may be, I am very unhappy with this and I'm highly considering leaving this app alone for good soon. I'm sitting here literally paying 10 dollars a month just to get my self esteem ripped away from me slowly. I can't deal with this shit too much longer. Which is why I'm actually really looking forward to spring and summer. It's really time for me to ace my cold approach with women.

Also, before I end this post....

I went and cut off all of the chicks who I was dealing with previously except for Angel. And this is simply because I know she fucks with me the long way. It's crazy but I've been knowing this woman for 20+  years now. So if she good, then we good.

But these other chicks, yeah it's a wrap.

Diamond, Michaela and who ever else was out there I'm super done with all of em just as I'm sure they are super done with me. But it's all good, fuck em though.

Damn

Gonna make this quick because it's kinda late but I just want to take time and reflect on how things have been the past few weeks.....

I am now completely back to square one. It may not seem like it to all the women I was talking to but it will eventually.  I'm completely starting off with a clean slate, with the exception of Angel. But that's another story smh.

But yeah its about that time anyway, the weather is about to change and it's going to be time for me to go full force into being outside again. So yeah, no more long days of being in the house with nothing to do. I'm definitely about to be more active soon. And with that, comes way more opportunities for me to approach more women. Besides all of the girls I was dealing with fell off. Some of them were purposely my fault and others were the other party entirely.

What ever the case, I know that I'm starting off with a clean slate. I deleted all the text messages and names. So if they text me and get a "who is this?" Response from me , I'm not even going to feel so bad.

Anyway, that is it for now. More at a later time.