With Time.....

Feeling a lil better than i did yesterday. Things were just a little rough and i was going through it. I just have to constantly tell myself that things will get better in the long run.


As far as work goes,

I have a shit load of stuff to finish.

JetFlight needs to be updated
"Fly" needs to be completed
and Im working on that Compilation piece as we speak.
More stuff soon to come. Just alot of things on my shoulders right now......

New times, Struggle, Hustle....

Im at a crossroads right now....cant figure out if I'm coming or going.

One day I feel like im on top of the world the next day I feel below everyone. Im not used to feeling this way at all....

I cant really explain it

but in the words from one of my closest cousins:

"No matter how much we wish things were the way they used to be; how much we wish things were different; or how much we try to alter or reverse a bleak reality, at the end of the day sometimes we have to simply accept the fact that it is what it is...life."


I'll admit life has got me in a strangle hold but im trying to win over whatever I lost. Its been a long battle but Im trying to win this war.....

Working, busy......

So basically Im working on a few things....

Today I completed the Intro for the "Fly" mixtape. It sounds really cool and laid back. Something you wouldnt really expect for this type of mixtape but i believe it fits the tape well.

I also began working on a new compilation picture for my comic Jet Flight. I plan on working on the next page of Jet Flight some time this week if I have time. I noticed that my drawing style has changed a little bit since my last drawing. Its so amazing how my skills evolve after not drawing for about a week.

So crazy..........

In deep thought......

From time to time I have to stop and think, what if I didn't do the things I did a year ago, would things have gotten better? It sucks not knowing what you have until it's gone. And the fact that I am possibly 10 feet away from the one who was so special to me irks me. And even more so, the fact that she'd probably care less about how I feel kills me inside. However I'm slowly learning to get over what ever I left in my heart that day me and her fell apart. I hope one day to meet someone who is possibly better than her in every way so the possibility of getting over her "my first love" will be far more greater than it is today.

Just a brief thought.....


Zay the real deal

On the way back home from chillin in Virginia for a couple of days. Theres nothing better than a nice vacation away from home. Coming out here opened my eyes to so many things. I'm changing more and more as I think about how my mindset was a week ago. I cannot wait to show everyone the new me whether they like it or not.

In other news, strangely enough on the last day of my stay in VA there was huge fight between 2 families after a wedding recital. Can you say Romeo and Juliet 2011? Lol and yall know me; I'm prepared for zaytv any time on any occasion so if you want to check it out look for my YouTube page simply titled thezaytv

TTYL for now.....

So I'm getting ready for my trip to get out of here. Kind of sick of Atlanta actually.

The Stuck up woman,
The ignorant and loud neighbors of mine,
My school work,
My job,
Fake people,
The STUCK UP WOMEN,

Yeah I need a quick vacation away from all of this mess that I call home. I've been going through so much bullshit and I just need a getaway. I guess you can say its a healthy one at that. I feel as though I'm on my last leg

I went swimming today Im still asamed to say that I haven't been swimming since 08. In other words, A LONG TIME AGO. LOL spent time with a friend of mine, shes just a friend, noticed that after are time was over....smh but it was still fun while things lasted.

I'm kind of in the middle of finishing an update for my comic Jet Flight, I'm not going to lie i have been procrastinating alot. Theres just so much work to be done, and I sorda drifted off into my music mode releasing my mixtapes and working on mixtape covers. But I assure all you Jet Flight fans that another page is coming soon, I promise.

As far as my music followers, I'm sure you've all heard my mixtape "The Therapy" If not check it out @ http://wlclt.bandcamp.com/

Well I planned on releasing "The Therapy 2" sometime by the end of August but instead I want to release a new project that I'm working on simply titled "Fly". Other than "The Therapy" 1 and 2, I want create something more on the commercial sides of things and less hardcore. Example: Just some tunes that you possibly could picture being on the radio.

I will release "Fly" on July 28th and "The Therapy 2" will be released August 15th. So get ready for some more Zay The Real Deal Blowing through your speakers!!!

Signing off......

The New ,The Old, The GREAT.....

From the sky,
To the ground,
To my head,
In the clouds,

Im dreaming.....

Starting this blog site over, A lil different from before. It will still showcase my art but my other talents as well. I plan on sharing my interests in the love I have for fashion, art, music, love, partying, and anything that interests me. Follow my journey. Be engaged........Things have changed a lot since I've last updated this blog. I'm on my own with a few roommates trying to take over the city of Atlanta little by little. I think I am now embracing my fashion side of things, Just another faze I'm now going through which I knew would happen. I plan on changing my wardrobe with more bright colors instead of my default color: Black. My music and my outlook on art will still stay the same. that is something i can never change even if I wanted to.

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