So I'm having a random high moment but I'm thinking work maybe holding me back from getting more women.
I spend a lot of time working on Renisha and Cjay and its finally dawning on me that the comic is coming to a conclusion. And I know I will be taking a long break from comic making other than working on finishing Magnor. So I won't really have anything to do other than commissions and practicing drawing Star Hex and Ms. Makeshift. So I'm thinking I'm going to get out more. I'm going to start traveling more like I did earlier this year. I'm becoming a slave to my apartment and it sucks that I'll finally have a little bit of freedom when it gets cold outside. Smh but it is what it is. Because I'm not going to get any women from Tinder that's for damn sure.
Honestly I'm getting fed up with it all together. Its filled with a bunch of women who lose interest the minute you go for the number. I'm guessing because they are simply looking for attention. I stand firmly on the 4 message rule. But it hasn't gone as well as it did earlier this year and late last year. At least back then I was getting dates. Now I can barely get a chick's number.
So all of my questions lead back to the same answer. And its truly the only way to get what I truly want. I just have to jump over the hurdle that my pride has a hard time letting go. Which is another thing I need to fix. The same reason why I need to go out alone a bit more to get comfortable in my groove. Hanging with my friend is cool but at the same time I can feel the tension when both of us see a really pretty girl. Its clear that hes waiting on me to make a move. And admittedly it's something I haven't done in quite a while. The last approach I did do I felt I nailed it until the very last part. So quite Frankly I was sure to never hear from the woman again.
So basically I definitely need to get out of the house more. Once Renishaandcjay is finished, rendered out, and sent to the printers I'll be a happy guy. I may even find some women to finally be good enough to have on the team.
