So its late and I know I should be sleeping but I just couldn't help but post a small blog tonight. I've been very anti social this week. Haven't gone on any dates. Haven't really been sending too many messages on tinder. And the messages I did send tended to not get responses. I even avoided seeing my ex a few days ago.
I think I just didn't feel like being bothered. But another part of me is wishing I could surround myself with new people. This is something that's bound to happen in the future. I just have to be a little more patient than others on this journey. Also, because I haven't really gone out anywhere this week, I've either been focusing my time browsing around in YouTube or drawing.
Today I spent the better half on YouTube and drawing. Once I was finished drawing I caught a glimpse of a girl I was infatuated with back in the day on youtube. Let's just say she looks nothing like the way she used to look when we first met. And it's mind blowing. This girl was a 10 in my eyes back then. She has now deteriorated to a 4 1/2. It's nuts.
And to think, I was once so obsessed with this women that I almost drove myself into depression once I realized that she didn't like me. 😂
This just proves that the older I get, the more opportunities I'll have to meet prettier women. Again, I'll just have to be extremely patient before im able to do so.
Well....got some sleep to catch up on....
