Man, as happy that I am about my art career (well kinda) it sure isn't helping me forget the fact that I have been so unlucky with the ladies recently . And honestly it's been like this practically my entire life.
In fact everything that people promised me back when I was little was all a lie. All of it.....
But i don't even want to get that deep tonight. I just want to come on here to rant. Simply put because each time I get my hopes up they always get shut down. Which is why I'm slowly developing a IDGAF mentality with a lot of these girls out here. Most of them really don't deserve my attention. And I won't give them the satisfaction of it all either. I'll just let things pass as they've always been.
I say that because im noticing a trend of all the girls I meet on Tinder. At first I was beginning to think that maybe it was me. Maybe I'm just no good and no chicks like me. But I'm slowly but surely coming to the conclusion that it's Tinder and the girls that inhabit it. They are all fucked up, multiple children having, bad luck driven, childish ass women.
If you haven't caught my drift by now, the situation wirh Chocolate milk and myself never came to pass. There's a whole lot of excuses and extra drama that i really dint feel like getting into. I just know that I feel like I was duped. I'm intensely attracted to this woman and it makes things even more special when im not even sure why I am because she's not the typical chick I would usually check for. But whatever the case she's all I've been able to think about even when I was with my ex. I keep thinking about that kiss. And how bad i want to do other things with her. Man.....
So I am pretty upset at the fact that our planned meet up didn't happen. And it was HER fault. And further more she is currently doing the same thing another African woman that I was interested in started doing before I dropped her......she doesn't text or call me until I initiate the conversation. Now in my opinion that shows that she isn't as interested in hanging with me as much as I am with her. So I erased her number out of my contacts. I won't be surprised if I dont hear from her again. Just like all the other chicks out here who have completely wasted my time.
This trend is pretty fucked up. I just want to know why is it that everytime I get excited about a new chick, some bullshit happens (usually not by my own fault) and I have to put this chick in the category with all the other time wasters?
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