Sheesh....well today the weather has finally shown its cards. I guarantee the true start of spring next weekend.
And that means, a whole lot of activity from me. I really need to get back in the gym and I've been putting it off for months. But now that I don't have any immediate responsibilities I need to do what I need to do.
Also, my tinder subscription finally ran out. This means very little to no matches. And the matches I do get, are barely worth my time. So I'm just playing around with the conversation until I actually get a woman to come out like I was able to do a lot more last year. 😑
I'm complaining but at the same time I know that this will be good for me. I've had a few eye opening experiences these past few weeks and I'm certain that something have to change or improve. My brother is finally opening his eyes to his girlfriends bullshit and he's begun to hang out with Brandon and I more often. But what I notice is that they both will not approach a single woman while we're out. And with me, I'm simply just getting used to doing it again after taking so much time off. And because of this I am still hesitating a lot. And I'm not approaching as many girls as I should be. But at least I attempt. Which is still good because it helps me understand certain things Locario said it best. Expect rejection accept affection.
Meaning that most of the girls who I approach won't like me. But there are ones that will. And it's my mission to find the ones that will. It's still taking me some time to take control of my ego and understand this point but in due time I will fully.
I just need to venture out more and explore this city. There's women all over the place and I won't get the chance to meet great ones until I step out and make myself noticeable.
In due time I suppose......
Well. I'm going to bed.
