Today marks a new beginning of my life.
For the past 3 years my ex has gotten really into spirituality and meditation. And a little bit of it has rubbed off on me. But i am no where near as into it as she is. For years I would try to let go and actually get into meditating but I could never focus long enough to see any desired results.
Well recently I'm going by the motto that it's never really to late to start. I downloaded an app called "Calm" and it has a lot of guided meditative content. A lot of it is almost exactly what I need at this moment. It's been really difficult for me to focus but I am definitely dedicated go the process. The app is subscription based with a hefty annual fee. But I look at this and many of the things I spend my money on as self investment. Anything that will help me become a better person is worth it in my book.
Simply put, I am tired of not really having friends, I am tired of meeting countless amounts of women and not being able to close the deal, I am tired of meeting new people and being unsure if they like me or not. I'm going to be going through a shit ton of physical changes in the next few years. So I need my mind body and soul to be on the same page.
And it all starts with getting this meditation shit down packed.
