These past few days have been interesting to say the least. I'm in a lot better mood than I was around a week ago. I've encountered 2 new women in my life. Both of them are nothing special at all. And theu are both on the same level of attractiveness. Maybe even a little lower than J. Speaking of which I haven't spoken to her in a while. I'm not rushing it either.
These women are honestly just women I can practice on. I know that sounds wrong or dehumanizing but that's just how I feel. They arent girls that I would ever see myself pursuing at all. Which is why I'm allowing them to do most of the chasing. I dont call or talk to them unless they hit me up. I've had sex with both women. 1 even on the first date.
I call them practice for a few reasons. But the main reason is the focus of my mindstate when im around them. I dont put them on a pedestal and I act almost aloof or indifferent most of the time. I still flirt to let them know that I'm interested in smashing but nothing more than that. And this is how I need to be with all women. Including the ones I'm really interested in. Because I've been noticing a pattern. Once I show too much interest then things get messed up. Once I show just enough then things go perfectly.
These 2 encounters have also made me realize just how much effort I have to really do in order for things to work in my favor. And I'll tell you, it's not much. I didn't even spend money on one of the girls. We met in a store parking lot and she followed me home.
This has all made me realize all of the mishaps I've had happen recently and in the past with women. And a lot of those situations could've been avoided completely honestly. And just to think , I haven't even began my invisalign treatment yet. My confidence is going to rise so freaking high!!
