So today......
Today I can honestly say was the start of a new me. I mean granted, I did cut my hair like 2 weeks ago and that made me feel different but today i felt really different. I've been having my luck with the ladies recently. Unfortunately it hasn't been by approaching them in person and for some strange reason I am upset about that. Like I would love to build these types of connections with the women I approach in person but it hardly ever turns out that way
Anyways, I hung out with a new girl today. Not sure if I mentioned her previously so I will reveal now that she has 2 kids. And it bugs me to no end because she's really attractive to me. On the Patrice Oneal scale she is a smooth 17 in the looks department. Should really could be a 20 if she didn't have kids and if she gained like 10 pounds. I'm super attracted to her though. We get along and she complies with everything I ask her to do. And I love that shit. There's no back talk, she just smiles, maybe giggles a little bit but she does it.
We fucked of course and I did a little digging in my history while I was trying to go to sleep yesterday night. I was trying to figure out what my number was. And its official She is officially the 65th woman that I have slept with. And boy was is great sex. I came too fast. But i played it off like i didn't. I think she could tell too. But she still went along with it. What's funny is that she had the same reaction that Tamyra had the first time we had sex. Meaning I must be either doing something really wrong or really right to them while fucking. I'm leaning towards the really right part though. I really like this Diamond girl though. She's really cool to be around and she has like the prettiest smile. Her smile is so natural yet so eloquent. It's something that I really don't get to see often.
Its funny how things go though. Back when I first cut my ex off I would still think about her alot even when dealing with the girls I was dealing with. I kept wishing that things would just go back to the way they were.
But the second time around is much different. I have a new perspective on life and how things should operate. So once I found out she lied to me for the 3rd time and what she actually lied about there was no way I could forgive that. And I am proud to say that I haven't looked at her page in 3 days. And I intend to keep it that way. As long as the new women in my life keep me entertained then fuck my ex!
She never really cared for me anyway. But that's a whole other story for another time.
Well until next time....
