Too much too soon ...or is it?

Ok so in a weeks time, it will officially be 5 months since me and Courtney have been hanging out. And im not gonna lie, a lot of things have happened in this short amount of time. Some of it has been too early some of it has been just right but interestingly enough, I wouldn't have it either way.

So let's get down to details. We aren't technically in a relationship just yet but with the way we are with each other, you might as well say that we are. But im trying my best to stay in this mode because I remember what Mr. Locario on youtube said: "don't get in a relationship with a woman until you've properly vetted and train her into the woman you want her to be when you finally do become exclusive." And its working out just fine actually. Like all healthy relationships, we've had some really good times and some bad times. But nothing has stopped me from wanting to see her and keep her around. In fact, I'm slowly but surely dropping off all of my situations I've had prior to meeting her. No one has came around yet that oozes stability like her quite frankly and I love it. In fact, I've been keeping an eye on Angel these past few weeks and im just going to assume that she's never going to change. Her and Cece are 2 peas in a pod of you ask me. Both seem to be all over the place when it comes to what they want to do with their lives. I remember seeing Angel post about wanting to become a surrogate for couples. Which is the dumbest shit I've seen in quite a while. She has like 3 kids and doesn't mind pushing out another one for money???? Yeah im glad I kinda dodged that bullet. Smh while me and Courtney were in Florida she sent me this text saying that no matter what happens she will always love me and then send me a video of herself naked. I guess she was expecting me to respond but I didn't. Funny enough I'm sure I wasn't the only person who received that video either.🙄

She is too crazy for me. And I thought I'd be cool with the whole polygamous situation she is into but I just can't. I guess its because she is proud of what she is and what she does and doesn't mind showing it off. I seen a post on her Facebook where she has photos of all of her "partners" and im just over here thinking, had I fell victim to her and had I not met Courtney I'd probably have my face in that photo gallery. Glad I smartened up. On top of that, she gets on instagram lives basically butt ass naked and has zero problems with it. Im like wow. Smh so yeah I haven't talked or seen her in quite a while. And it'll most likely stay that way. 🤷🏾‍♂️

As far as Cece is concerned....Courtney is unknowingly making me forget about this woman with each day that passes. The last time I checked up on her she is now a esthetician. 🙄

So let me get this straight.....when i first met her, she was a singer. But that didnt work out so well so she got into drawing and selling t-shirts because she saw that I was successful at it. But that didnt work out so well for her so she got into modeling. But that didnt work out the way she wanted it so she got into photography. But that started slowing down. So she got into modeling again and being an all around slut for likes on social media. But that didnt work out so well so now she's an esthetician? 🤦🏾‍♂️ Jeez why the hell didnt I realize how much of a fuck up she was when I first got with her. And im extra curious as to why she didn't jusy move back to LA with her family after me and her broke off for the 2nd time. Like I'm genuinely confused. Well whatever the case like Brandon says, Fuck her. She's done. And its true for various reasons but one reason in particular is COURTNEY.

Ok, so like I stated before, me and Courtney have been spending quite a lot of time together. I really like this woman. So much so thats its not even about liking her anymore. Its about love. That's right LOVE. Well basically what happened is she ended up meeting my mom and the family a lot earlier than when she was supposed to. And im admit I was a little nervous but luckily everyone loves her just as much as I do. Especially my mom, which I admit is tough to impress. I learned that the hard way. But my mom really likes her, like a whole lot. I can tell. My mom was having a BBQ and I brought her over ti.meet everyone and when they first met they literally stood and talked to each other for like 20 minutes straight. I have NEVER seen my mom do that before. Not with Cece, Angel, or Brittane.

I think with Brittane she believes I was just too young to be with her so seriously. She barely even paid Angel any attention, but that's because I barely brought her around because we weren't together long enough. Cece on the other hand was just drama when she came around. I didnt see it at first but now I'm looking from the outside yeah it makes total sense. Cece's ass didnt like coming around at first because my mom would want her to help clean around the house after a big party or get together. And she just didn't like being pressured to do stuff. I dont know why I was so oblivious to that but thats exactly what it was. And I just wasn't man enough to nip that in the bud when it happened. Things eventually got better and her and my mom eventually did get a long but i could tell that the way she acted in the beginning always affected how they interacted with each other from then on out.

But Courtney is different. She aims to please and tries to make the best impression possible. We all went to the gun range a few days ago and she got all dressed up because she knew my mom would be there. And low and behold, soon as we made it in, my mom complimented her attire. Like clock work.

Even at the BBQ I made it a point to ask Courtney to make me a plate. And she obliged no problem. I'm sure that impressed my mom as well because she definitely commented on it. "Oh you making him a plate too?" Funny enough, making me a plate at a family gathering was the reason why I called Cece trash on facebook a few months ago. Im not sure who was stalking my page but she certainly found out about it. But whatever, its certainly true. And I hope she eventually grows the fuck up.
I remember our last big blow up before I found out she was cheating on me, she told me that she doesnt like thinking about me moving on to a new girl, possibly starting a family and having Marley around growing old. But ironically thats exactly whats happening. Courtney has replaced her. Even down to how Marley reacts when she comes around. I know he's a dog and their intellect only goes but so far. But I wonder if he realizes that Courtney is a much better woman than Cece could ever be. Because she certainly is.