So its been a few days since I've posted and truthfully I'm just working.....
Been working on art non stop for the past 5 days. I had a small comic project that held me up for a small amount of time then i got a ton of commissions to fulfil. But i can't even clear those out because I keep having make changes to previous client work. Hopefully everything will be cleared off by the end of next week.
I also went on 2 dates this past week. Both went pretty well from what I could tell. Which was completely different from the last post. This time I'm learning to keep my composure, remain myself but put my best foot forward. I walk and talk a bit slower now. I'm starting to wonder if thats whats preventing me from approaching girls like I should. I'm always moving and talking in a fast pace which throws the girl off. And once that happens then I freeze up. So instead, I've learned to slow things down. It's helping me keep my voice deeper as well.
So, the first date I went on I met this girl (28) at the mall. This one was interesting for a few reasons but the main reason that stuck out the most is that she reminded me so much of all the women in my family. She has this no bs attitude and she seems like she is about her business. We walked around the mall and talked for quite a while. Sat down and talked a little more before it was time to go. I wasn't mode one with this one. I regret it, but at the same time I honestly believe you can change things around on the second date. I just didn't feel comfortable being like that in the mall and on top of that It was throwing me off just how much she reminded me of my family.
I know it's not good to be too enthusiastic or think about the future but I could definitely see her fitting in just fine with everyone. Also she is very cute, she's short and thick but in shape. Just like I like em. After the date I told her to call me once she got to her destination. She never did. So I waited a few days and gave her a call. I really want to see this woman again So I asked her out for a second date. I also did a bit of Mode one and she caught on and liked it. She clearly has attraction for me I just need to know how much. We plan to link up this weekend if the weather is good. Even if it isn't I would still like to see her. She just has a really positive vibe that I'm attracted to. Besides, I would love to have sex with her.
Second date went well also. This woman is 30 years old but doesn't seem like it. Then again, I've seen my fair share of 30 year old women this past 4 months and none of them really seem like they are that age. We met up at Bed Bath and Beyond because I needed to grab a few things. She seems cool and genuine but I can't see myself actually being with her. This is another J situation and I'm treating it as such. After our date she texted me letting me know she had a good time and would like to do this again. I look at this as a good sign because she texted me first. She's essentially chasing me instead of me chasing her which is always a good thing.
What's interesting about both of these women is that they are both from Michigan. 🤣
So Tinder has been ok for me these past few weeks. But unfortunately I think I'm starting to feel a bit of a drag so I may have to delete my account again. I know one thing, i can definitely tell the difference in reaction between a self shot selfie and a photo you get someone to take of yourself.
